07.03.10
A day to be remembered? i dun think so....been a very very upsetting day for me.....like someone stabbed my heart with a knife. we sms as usual and all sudden the third messages, he said "sorry he doesnt want to continued anymore"....ermmm was speehless after receiving and trying to call him twice but he hung up. saying he not convenient to talk and battery weak woh.... anyway,tears just flowing out from my eyes.....im lucky to have many frens who care and be there when i needed them the most....first time crying in public...dun care at the time...sad mah. i cant deny tat i still misses and thinking bout him but im trying not too..but seems hard to do so. cant sleep, cant eat...look damn "chan" and tired.....at the bright side i have something to look forward....next week be going somewhere far far away from KL....away from work and him for few days.....wanna clear my mind and get drunk somewhere and come back sober if can.....hope i come back in one piece...till then, jo